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What makes it so special?
I promised my husband, with an agreement. That we will only seriously consider about adopting a new cat, when we come back from a month trip in Early April,2018. If I still not get pregnant.
So when I miss kitty, I go to Kansas human society to see cats, especially kittens. Just looking. There are newbies here, two yellow kittens, 2 months old, I got a 10 mins visitation with them, and after that spent about 2 hours sitting by the glass wall looking into their transparent chamber, waiting my ride for home. The young lady who has assisted me, busy in and out showing these kittens to families, 3 times within 2 hours. It’s getting closer to Christmas season, of course kittens can be a great gift for kids.
Being put back to his chamber, Scooby soon realized I was there close to them. He at first trying to get closer and reach to me from the glass chamber, but be stopped by invisible glass wall . It got confused for a while, then got tired , then sitting and fall asleep on a spot that closest me.
“Are you sure you don’t want to put a hold on Scooby?”she asked. “There are other families also interested. ” she noticed that I liked the light colored kitten more than the other.
“That’s okay. ”I respond,Still staring at the two kittens, with my forehead against the glass wall.
When I am looking at them, I just realized that they are actually very normal cats, cute of course, but nothing special. These kind of cats, you can see them everywhere. No special breeds, no long hair, nothing. What can make them special? Adoption does. Just one decision needed , one of these kittens, will become very special,to me. A new relationship gets build up, it’s not a normal cat anymore. It will be a special cat, just because I call it my own.
I suddenly realized that how special I am , to God’s eyes. Before adopted into this spiritual family in God’s kingdom, I was normal girl, had a normal life , no special at all . But now, I got a Heavenly Father, a family to call home, how special it must be! I can’t reach to God just like the invisible glass wall of sin separates us, but God chooses to reach out to me, and bring me home.
I went home, with empty hands, in order to honor my words and agreement. And by the end of the day when I check website again , infos of all kittens ,gone. They are now special to some other families. Do I feel sorry? Not at all. I will find my special kitten, one day, in a right timing, with my name on it, I am sure . I will wait patiently for God to bring me a right cat, or right kids, whoever come first. Knowing that I am so special to God, and be reminded again how much He has loved me, just by visiting Kansas human society, makes my day already.
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